Waiting

I feel like I'm just waiting.

It's as though my whole life so far is building up to something great, the thing that I've been anticipating for. I always seem to have something to look forward to, but I have no idea what it is. Under my subconscious, hidden beneath layers of thoughts and events, the answer might be lying somewhere, but at the moment it's as tangible as the moon. I guess it makes a good reason to live, though.

The name of this blog literally translates to "to live the life" in Spanish, which is pretty much the same thing as the saying "living life" in English. When I set it up, that's what I wanted to talk about-life. There's no one thing that I could cover, and if I could, it would bore both me and you immediately. Pretty much, I appointed myself to analyze life and everything that I come across, and try to either figure it out or confuse it further, getting lost in the strands of information, like a mess of tangled yarn. But if I'm living life, and writing about it every day or every other day, what about the things that make no sense? What about the future, which nobody can tell?

Not knowing what you're waiting for is such a wonderful thing, though. You have no idea what lie in store for you, but it's certain to be fantastic, since you're traveling along a path unknown to others, with the routes that may come along only applying to and affecting you. Maybe I'll graduate high school with honors. Maybe I'll learn how to speak Finnish. Maybe I'll survive a giant earthquake (or not). I don't see how anyone could be so sick and tired of life that it has no interest anymore. Sure, I feel tired sometimes and just want to sleep for a week, but at least there's still the hidden surprise and suspense of not knowing what happens next. Older people who think that they have no time to do anything with their remaining time are wrong-there's always time for something else. The more you do, the more you discover...maybe you'll eventually find out what you've been waiting for your entire life. Sorry to be so cheesy, but live life to its fullest, and never let yourself believe that you won't be able to have reach great potential you deserve.